At the apparent level it seems it’s a vague discussion, but it is about Shu’s internal fight, on how to choose between people. People that are so important to Shu. And actually, even with all scenarios, Shu will lose on some level.
Ri: What is happening?
Shu: <<a sight>> I am not good in having a team.
Ri: In having a team?
Shu: Yes. You know..as Scrum master or ….whatever…. You choose the title…
Ri: Why?
Shu: It hurts a lot when the members of the team are no longer near me.
Ri: Hmmm. Why do you say that?
Shu: I can’t handle it when I loose a team, or members of a team. It hurts like hell. If I would know they are ok, then it would be ok – it’s hurting only because of my ,let’s call it, “selfishness” :(.
Ri: For those who are ok, you can’t and you shouldn’t do anything… just to accept it…,but it’s ok to miss them.
Shu: Yes
Ri: And for the other ones, what are you going to do about them?
Shu: You know…if I wouldn’t have known that you care about me, I would have told you to f..k off with that question.
Ri: Hmm. I suppose you’ve heard it asked in pervert ways too many times.
Shu: Yes. Along with a lot of other questions/remarks…
Ri: So….?
Shu: I feel I should fight for them. But I will most probably lose.
Ri: Will it hurt?
Shu: Yes, it will hurt like hell. You cannot imagine, because there are other people, dear to me, who need me and I care about them a lot too.
Ri: Do you think you can do something which is correct also for the others and for the team, but not for you?
Shu: Yes, but I think, it will hurt me really bad and I will lose.
Ri: Hmmm. Then, I think, you know what you have to do. But you’ll suffer.
Shu: Hmmm. Yes.
Ri: Good then :)), at least you’ll have something to share, when you will be older. But you forgot something…
Shu: What?
Ri: What if you would have chosen the other people, who need you, and the result wouldn’t have been ok either? And by ok I mean that it wouldn’t turn out the way you desired it to?
Shu: <<is sad…he/she did not think about this>>
Ri: It seems it’s not about the fact that it’s easy to have a whatever team. It’s about the fact that it’s a big deal to have a team, a real one.